Hey, it's Thasya!

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TO BE SURPRISED

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ALMERE HERE

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I FORGOT THAT I USED TO TAKE WEIRDLY AMAZING PICTURES :P

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http://anasthasyao.deviantart.com/

HALV-OHH (HALVO & JOHN OHH HAHA)

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IT'S A LONG DRIVE, BACK TO VEGAS SKIES

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I WANT TO RECONCILE THE VIOLENCE IN YOUR HEART, I WANT TO RECOGNIZE YOUR BEAUTY NOT JUST THE LUST

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TO ME, YOU ARE SPECIAL. YOU DESERVE THIS POST :)

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STEPHANIE-JANE MARIA RUMAWAS
or Stephanie-Jane/Stephanie/Steffi/Stef/Pep/Peppi/Peppo/Peppekkes/Pepsi/POOPPEKKES(aaah prefer this one :p)

i dont know how much i love you, i cant even count it it's retarded. no technologically-awesome calculator could ever count how much i love you. you are practically my sister. you know me best. some people thinks they knew me well, but nobody knows me as well as you. i've never got any secret i hid from you (except for the times you're being annoying hahahah). and even if im annoyed, you would know right away that you did something that i dont really like, and you tried to make it right, and to be honest, i cant really be angry to you for too long, i feel guilty. and you know all about my family, and how im struggling to stay strong for everyone, you knew what i was going through, and you accept me unconditionally. even your mom and your sister, feels like my own mom and sister. and my mother, she loves you too, and she also love your sis and mom as well, we're like the cool gang who cares about each other HAHAHA.

and yeah you moved. i made you a video. a 35-minutes-ish video. you cried when you saw it, but i tried my best not to make u sad with that video, that's why i put loads of our funny videos. to be honest, it kinda sucks you moved. it's like shit. hahaha (way to go for being honest). but then i think, no matter how far you and your mom are, you guys are still the best. and i did not say bye to you, because i said see you later. and i mean it. it's not a goodbye for us. i'm sure we'll meet again, i dont know whether it is in Jakarta, Singapore, or even Heenvliet. and honestly, i miss you so much, i miss my concert buddy, i miss my sister. and i wish you luck so bad, i pray to God everytime, for you, you'll get a smoother move and easier adaptation than me, because i know moving and adapting SUCKSASS, and i dont want you to go through the shittyshittykuki period i did, and i really wish i could've been there for you like i did always. but what can i do, im stuck in Singa, and you're there. so yeah I'll just see you later, You'll always be in my prayer.

HEYA HOW YA DOIN?

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well, hoaaaaahm been a long time since i blog. sorry, i was in a holiday hahaha. the best holidays so far. went to hongkong then JAKARTA MY LOVE LOVE LOVEEE. hahahah.

and yeah, in 2010, I finally learnt that, hey, I'm not in Jakarta anymore, nor will I go back to live there or go to the High School there. I learnt to just move ma ass on, and not frown about it. and yea know what? it feels good.

And yeah(times 2 haha :p) as I said earlier, I'm going to watch MUSE MUSE MUSE MUSE. YEAAAAAHHHHHH. feel so psyched (not that this is new. yea im hyper when im in a good mood i know -.-).

And I kinda miss my concert buddy :( She's in the Netherlands now. I watched Fall Out Boy with her, first row baby, awesome night. and I also watched My Chemical Romance with her, not so good though, we got the front row, but there were like people pushing us, we can't breathe, so we just got carried to the emergency room (nothing scary though HAHA) then continue to watch the concert from the back row. schucks. but the best concert I've ever been to is Panic at the Disco's concert. First:
1. Concert buddy :D
2. first rowwww (again baby yea i know im pro at getting first rows in Jakarta)
3. BRENDON URIE'S VOICE, RYAN ROSS' GUITAR SKILLS, JON WALKER'S BASS PLAYING, AND SPENCER'S DRUMMING. are. you. kidding. me. they're amaaaaazing :D
4. we stayed at the same hotel as panic did, in order to 'hunt' them, thank God my mom has connection to the hotel people so we could book them easily, but sadly we didn't get to meet panic, Pep almost cried. poor her :( hahah
5. ME AND PEPS GOT THEIR SONG LISTTTTTT. but then my maid thrown mine away. stomme -_- i think peps still has them, i dont know though.

aaah, those were good times. yeah and I miss Jakarta's concert. and my Jakarta concert buddies:
Stephanie-Jane, Ka Cindy (met her for the first time at fall out boy, met her at MCR again), and Ka Sascha (met her at Hotel Mulia (MY FAVO HOTEL. EVER. :D) while we were 'hunting' panic)

so yeah enough with the memories. wish me luck watching muse, i hope i'll have a good time seeing MATTHEW BELLAMY LIVEEEEE WITH HIS AWESOME GUITAR PLAYING SKILLS. oh and dom too. and the bass player too. whee can't wait

DUDE, I'M WATCHING MUSE

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First ever, concert I'm going to go to, in Singapore :D

ME-OWW

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THIS MADE MY DAY :)

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LIFE IN TECHNICOLOUR

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HOLMES AND WATSON

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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 :)

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have a great upcoming year :-*

LEAVING 2009

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OMG! 2009 has been a very good year. and when it ends, i got tons and tons of memories of it. mostly good, and the bad ones made the good ones even better :) kinda sad to leave 2009, but let's just hope 2010 could be good too, maybe even better :D

in 2009 i learnt to:
love
laugh like theres no tomorrow
let loose and dance eventhough you cant do it well
be happy. truly.
make someone feel valuable
listen to people's secret and not blab about it
help people who needs me
accept people for what they are
not being a racist because we all need each other
be open to new people

and the most important thing i learnt is: to let go
and i'm glad i've learnt the basic stuff of letting go, i'm sure i still need to learn it more, later in life. thank you, 2009 for teaching me this

and one more thing. in 2010, i'll be 16. shizzle, time is flying so fast. well, gotta go make something out of my life, then. see ya on my next post!

CUTEST DOGS EVER AIFGHSIDYUATH

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perspektif hidup

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jikalau anda berpikir orang yang kuat menghadapi hidup itu adalah orang yang hidupnya perfect sehingga dia bisa berpikir jernih dalam memberi saran dan nasehat dan dapat juga selalu memandang hidup secara positif, anda salah besar.

anda harus tahu darimana mereka mendapat saran-saran tentang kehidupan untuk anda. mereka mendapatkannya dari hidup mereka sendiri, yang sangat tidak sempurna. memang hidupnya tidak sempurna, tapi setidaknya mereka mencoba menjalankan hidupnya dengan optimisme dan mengharap akan kesempurnaan suatu saat. mereka tidak menyerah.

jika anda bertanya, kenapa semua orang ingin hidupnya perfect? anda menanyakan pertanyaan yang salah. pertanyaannya adalah: apakah definisi dari hidup yang perfect? banyak uang? punya pasangan hidup? nilai sempurna? jika anda menjawab iya dari semua pertanyaan itu, maka anda adalah orang yang sangat bodoh.

hidup anda sendiri itu sudah diciptakan sesempurna mungkin oleh Tuhan. kesalahan-kesalahan anda perbuat agar di masa depan, anda tidak mengulang kesalahan anda itu yang mungkin saja kalau terjadi dimasa depan, dampaknya akan lebih parah. segala kekurangan dalam hidup kita itu adalah yang membuat hidup kita sempurna, dengan cara yang tidak sempurna. jika hidup anda 'sempurna' 24/7, maka anda tidak akan bisa mengapresiasi hidup lagi. anda tidak akan merasakan kesenangan yang luar biasa jika tidak ada kesedihan, anda tidak akan merasakan kemenangan yang amat sangat membanggakan kalau anda tidak pernah jatuh, anda tidak akan pernah menghargai teman-teman anda yang selalu ada untuk anda, jika anda tidak dipisahkan dengan mereka, anda tidak akan mencintai dan menjaga seseorang dengan sungguh-sungguh, jika anda tidak pernah kehilangan orang yang anda cintai. orang yang menuju kesempurnaan hidup adalah orang-orang yang berani mengambil resiko.

jika anda berani mengambil resiko, dan anda berhasil, tentu saja perasaan anda akan lebih 'wow!' lebih mengasyikan, lebih menggembirakan, etc. jika anda tidak pernah mengambil resiko, memang hidup anda aman, tetapi anda tidak akan pernah merasakan hal-hal yang bisa membuat jantung anda berdegup-degup penuh dengan kebahagiaan karena anda sedang mempertaruhkan sesuatu yang sangat berharga bagi anda demi mendapatkan sesuatu yang lebih berharga.

kesimpulannya, jangan pernah takut akan kesedihan dan kekurangan dan ketidaksempurnaan yang hidup berikan kepada anda, itu semua adalah proses, proses menuju kebahagiaan, kebahagiaan yang bukan berbentuk material, tetapi kebahagiaan dimana itu adalah perasaan terhebat yang akan dirasakan manusia yang peka, karena bisa saja rasa itu datang dalam hal-hal terkecil dalam hidup. saya harap anda akan selalu bersyukur apapun yang terjadi, walaupun kita memang manusia yang selalu butuh mengeluh, tapi kurangilah keluhan anda kalau bisa.

selamat menikmati hidup :)

p.s. dont drown in memories for too long, dont let it make you sad and wish it would happen again, instead, just be thankful it happened to you and you were a part of that memory. memories could be knifes, it could make you miss out on the 'now'. give the 'now' a chance :D

HOLY-DAYS :P

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this holiday is holy days. days with christmas seasons and the new year is also coming. this is the season for cookies sweets chocolates candy canes pastas cheese crackers bread chicken fish etc. in a nutshell: this is the season to be fat and be merry about it, before we got hitch to our new year resolutions which prolly contains: lose ... kgs. oh well, life is good it has always been this way and it has always been good. have yourself a happy holidays, people :D

HEMM

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YOW :D

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TICK TOCK TICK TOCK

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:)

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AWWW :3

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cutest thing everrrrrrrrrr :D

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I WANT CHRISTMAS TO COME FASTTTTT

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Music Playlist at MixPod.com

ASHHHH

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HELLO SUNDAY!

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i dont know why, i dont get this, but i like this image :)

GUYS?

2009-12-05T21:35:00.001+07:00

for my friends in Jakarta, the ones who were always with me through thick and thin, and the ones who always care for me all the time. you know who you are. I've got somethings to say to you:

1. Thank you for everything, all of you are amazing, and I hope you could stay amazing

2. I'm truly deeply very sorry, that you guys are going through start-of-highschool/newschool-crapperholes, and the worse part is i can't be there for you guys, as much as you guys were there through all my heartbreaks and cries.

I seriously feel so sad now, so much has happened, i feel like i missed out on you guys, and I feel so bad that I'm not there for you guys.

I hate this distance.

TIME FOR A LITTLE CELEBRATION

2009-12-03T19:09:00.001+07:00

last day of exam. woot woot!

HE HAD THE MOST AMAZING.......SMILE :P

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JOHN OHHHHH! I LOVE THE WAY YOU SAY 'TOWN" IN THE BEGINNING OF THE SONG. and jared is so cute. and i still cant get over this song. aaaaack i love this song so much

OKAY NOW THIS LOOKS NICE :)

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HAVE A GOOD DECEMBER!

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End of the year. 2009 passed so fast, it's ridiculous. Anyways, have a great closing-of-an-awesome-year-month, December and have an awesome fabuous 2010, soon ;)

GOD :)

2009-11-30T23:13:00.001+07:00

the title doesn't mean God or Jesus, what i meant to say was "Good" in norwegian. I'm still learning to say this in the right way. hahahahah. and I love this norwegian singer, and check out his new video! His voice soothes my mind everytime. never fails <3

HAVE A GOOD UPCOMING WEEK, EVERYONE :)

2009-11-29T21:24:00.002+07:00

anton yelchin ftw :D
xox ;)

HUNTER. WHAT A COOL NAME :)

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NICKELSEN SAW THE DEAD PEOPLE O_O

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MORNING!

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mygod, i thought of a productive weekend and.. it didnt happen hahaha. wish me luck on exams, ya? thank youuuu and have a nice upcoming week. here's a dose of ash bcs hes daytfajsbhowoakjqi :D

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awww :)

TRUE THAT!

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LISZTOMANIA

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OH MY GOD. THE VIDEO. :D

TREASURE

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found this on the net. and i like it, i wish i knew whats the song about. haha oh well, there's always translator ;)

WHAT IS HAPPENING?

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CLASSY

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NOVEMBER PLAYLIST :)

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Music Playlist at MixPod.com

enjoy, number 1 has an amazing space-ish violin sounds
number 2 is dutch band, and they sound really happy which is good hahaha
number 3 IS ALL TIME LOW SONG REMIXED BY SUAVE SUAREZ (two of my favorite peeps combined )
number 4 is another song from that number 2 band

and i have to add this video now

so cuteeee

INDONESIA #2

2009-11-27T16:43:00.002+07:00

sending love to my hometown :)
indonesian song, but this is only the piano cover. it's really calming and really good!

YOU JUST HAVE TO LISTEN

2009-11-27T16:27:00.001+07:00

this made me miss my violin lessons. i'll think about taking more lessons, violin was fun, but i've got no time, back then when i was in jakarta. i missssss my violin, but i dont know if i should take lesson for it now.

ASHLEY STYMEST

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WHEN WE WERE YOUNG

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Jeremy Young :D

TANNED MUSCULAR GUYS ARE OVERRATED. SKINNIES AND PALES ARE THE BEST ;D

2009-11-27T15:35:00.000+07:00

WHAT YOU SOW IS WHAT YOU REAP

2009-11-27T14:30:00.004+07:00

not everyone can understand this post perfectly. this is gonna be another blabber of mine. because i dont know who to talk to. see, everytime i talked about this matter, everyone is going to have judgements on me, they dont know how i feel because they are given different situations. i might look strong and like always happy, it's rare for people to see me sad (well, except the ones that's really close to me, who knows what happened)

well, let's just say that there's this person A. everyone has an A in their lifes. but mine is different. sure A is in my life, but A's seldomly involved in my life. and sure A's behaviour is what made me strong these days. everyone else's A is always with them, or at least most of people's A is always caring, their A found a way to protect them. my A, has hurted me for such a long time, A has become a dillemma too in my life. if im talking about A, nobody would understand because their A is nice, the most comment i got when i'm talking about A is just be patient and stuff, and they always say whatever it is that A does, A is still your A. i know, and i accepted that. but i need a REAL A figure in my life. A is still here, but not with me, i miss having an A, but then i again i never had a real A. A said A loves me, but it was after i grew apart, A has just realized A's mistake, but then i grew up, suddenly im not so little anymore, A cant play trick and hide from me. i know im wrong if i dont forgive A, but A is the reason im incomplete, different from anyone else. i need an A, but i'll never get one i guess. so yeah i just want to write this because im sick of being jealous im sick of being sad, because everyone has an A, eventhough their A is sometimes like really annoying and they might want to kill their A, but at least they have As in their life. but then again, humans have different lifes right? and im pretty sure God gave me no real A, and God gave me this situations because he knew im the best to handle this situation, perhaps? and someday i will forgive my A for not being there for me. it's just the way A is.

Im sorry if most of you dont understand. i just feel like writing.

--
ps. A is not a boyfriend, and michaela widiani is stupid -_- hahah

TAURUSSSSS

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TAURUS- THE ONE U CAN’T TOUCH (4/20-5/31)
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser.one of a kind love. Unpredictable. very irresistible.Outgoing. Down to earth. Attractive. Loud. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.sometimes likes sports.lover not a fighter but when it comes to it will knock your lights out if he/she has to.

notes from me:
im sorry people if i talk a lot or im too loud, but that's just the way i am, and i still know when to listen, so dont be frightened, im not a non-stop-talking-machine, but yeah i talk a lot :)
OH AND im rare..............(feel like an animal)

MY TYPE?

2009-11-25T20:08:00.004+07:00

he kind of looks a bit like uknwhu (fp understands :P) hes my typeee. musical/band-kid faced, with awesome long-ish bangs, and dark hair (the darker the betterrrr) and the blue/gray eyes is extra points ;)

p.s. his hair reminds me of my old crush, who is now like a brother to me. he has these kind of hair, only longer (BUT HE JUST CUT IT AAAACK BOO!). YEAHHH i adore guys with these hairs :D

WOTTT? :O

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HEAVEN ON EARTH

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RISE FROM THE ASHES

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ASH ASH ASH ASH ASH ASH ASH ASH ASH...... STYMEST <3

HI THERRRREEEE :D

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INDONESIA #1

2009-11-22T13:14:00.000+07:00

from now on, everytime i post indonesian music or whatevers, i'm gonna number them hahaha. so this is the first one :) and i love this song, i miss listening this song in the radio on my way to school or my way home from school. nawww :) and the video is funny if you understand it hehehehe :P

MEH I MISS THIS

2009-11-22T13:12:00.002+07:00

so 8th and 9th grade

NewsFlash in Bahasa:
maigat yaaaaa!!! gua kangen abis ini jaman kelas 8 sama awal kelas 9 abisss. kangen 09 sumpah wahahaha, trs gua inget ketrin bikin painting ran gt wahahaha aduh kangen parah2 an sumpah mati gua -_-

I DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY THEIR NAMES BUT THEY SURE LOOK GOOD ; )

2009-11-22T13:05:00.004+07:00

especially the last one. wahahha i liked him since 7th grade. hes just so ahweiuhwsajwo[ow hahahah. and the third one is so cuteeeeee!!!

and NEWSFLASH IN BAHASA:
sumpah ya yg nmr 1 itu orang swed, dan gw jdi pnya teori baru tntg org2 swedia: jidatnye mrk, klo poni mrka kurang memadai/mnutupi, bakal kea jadi kea lapanganlebarrr gt. hehehe mf ya org2 swedia HEHE :D

FEELS GOOD, EY?

2009-11-22T13:04:00.001+07:00

watching this and listening to this song made me feel good, and like it calms me down :)

THIS ISN'T USUAL FOR ME..

2009-11-22T12:58:00.002+07:00

but whatever HAHAHAHA. i dont know why, i like this song very much, eventhough I DONT UNDERSTAND ANYYYTHING. by anything i mean literally ANYTHING on it. hahaha the song sounds nice hahahahahh
and... they can dance!!

I'M..........THE MIGHTY MATHILDUCK :)

2009-11-19T19:31:00.001+07:00

HG? HAHAHAHAH

2009-11-18T18:22:00.002+07:00

i litterally die of laughter, watching this. I LOVE THIS JAPANESE SHOW HAHAHAHA. and i have this japanese friend who told me about this, she said the teacher's name is HG (hard gay). SO IT WAS TRUE HAHAHAHAH.

THE PROBLEM WITH PEOPLE IS THAT THEY ALWAYS LOOK THROUGH THEIR GOOD MEMORIES, NOT REALIZING THEIR GOOD PRESENT :)

2009-11-17T23:28:00.002+07:00

DAMMIT

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i miss my home : )

HI, ELMO! :)

2009-11-17T19:28:00.001+07:00

this cute thing is actually a source of disaster for FRANSISKA PANDIK hahahah
p.s. read her blog if you want to find out ;)

CURRENT BRAINWASHERS (NOVEMBER)

2009-11-15T11:10:00.000+07:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

i'm feeling funky this month. enjoy this, press play! :)

THERE IS NO SECRET OF HAPPINESS. YOU JUST CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY.

2009-11-14T20:14:00.001+07:00

yes, it is that simple

TAKE MY HAND, AND WE WILL RUN AWAY ♥

2009-11-14T18:38:00.000+07:00

OYEAHHHHHHH :D

EXPRESS YOURSELF THROUGH PHOTOGRAPHS :)

2009-11-14T18:24:00.003+07:00

just updated my deviantArt, check it out nowww
http://anasthasyao.deviantart.com/

thank youuuus :)
dankjewell, jullie :)
danke :)
gracias :)
grazie :)
merci :)
ありがとう :)
감사하십시오 :)
谢谢 :)

hahahah sorry im bored and i just love translator :D

HA!

2009-11-14T16:52:00.002+07:00

"you've already broken my heart, i'd like to keep at least one piece. you can take all that you want, but you're gonna have to share it with me. share it with me, just one piece" –share it with me, family force 5

P.S. try to listen to the smile future remix, it's hella lot better than the original song, no offense :)

I AM FULLY AWARE OF MY SHORT-NESS AND MY CHUBBY-NESS -___-

2009-11-14T16:16:00.002+07:00

kalo dia nggak ada disini ye, gua pasti udah ngerengek2 minta balik ke indo hahahah

P.s. panda, ini gua edit, kalo lo mau bilang gua ya wkwk, gua bikin kita jadi putih MWAHAHA

LIKE VINES, WE INTERTWINED, CARELESSLY GROWING UP AND GROWING OLD

2009-11-14T16:14:00.001+07:00

–We Intertwined, The Hush Sound

Tour Eiffel

2009-11-14T13:24:00.003+07:00

i watched this on dvd with subtitles, but this is what i found in youtube. this is the most beautiful short movie i've ever seen :') and it reminds me of my bestfriend, she's moving to the netherlands this january :( i'm gonna miss watching this with her :')

things have changed for me.. BUT THATS OKAY :)

2009-11-12T19:33:00.000+07:00

VERY VERY VERYYYYYY helpful and optimistic song. thank god for this song :)

you dont get this? i dont care. i miss speaking my own language HAHA

2009-11-11T20:42:00.002+07:00

saya, jujur, saya sangaaat sangat sangat sangat sangat amatttt sangatttt kangen banget banget kebangetan, ngomong bahasa indonesia. kea disini susah gt, musti ngomong bahasa inggris, terus saya biasanya jayus dalam bahasa indonesia, BAYANGKAN, saya jauh LEBIH jayus dalam bahasa inggris wahahahahaa, mati deh -_-
sumpah saya kangen sama rumah saya, saya kangen sama teman-teman saya yang bodoh dan autis dan hyper dan geblek, yang bener bener bisa menghibur saya banget. memang sih disini saya belum kenal banyak banyak orang banget, dan mungkin nanti semuanya akan membaik, tapi tetep aja SAYA KANGENNNN 09. saya kangen semua.
kemarin saya menangis sampai parah sekali, sampai cekukan, sampai ditenangin mama saya. sumpah itu adalah tangisan yg mirip sama tsunami wave, tp ini bukan dari dasar laut, melainkan dari mata saya. saya kangen sekali makanan indonesia (hahah pret orang di indo aja jarang makan makanan indo).
saya benar2 kecewa dan patah hati, karena pada saat sahabat-sahabat saya membutuhkan saya sekali, pada saat mereka sedang down, saya tidak bisa ada disana, saya merasa tidak berguna, saya benci jarak ini. sangat benci. terus jg ya, saya merasa sangat bersalah kepada mereka, karena mereka selalu ada pada saat saya membutuhkan mereka. kalo bisa saya mau terbang deh ke jakarta, atau menghilang seperti jin2 gitu, saya mau menjadi jumper. saya tidak perduli apa yang orang bilang, mereka bilang teman2 mu akan meninggalkanmu. persetan itu semua. saya memiliki kepercayaan terhadap teman2 saya bahwa mereka akan tetap care sama saya. well, nggak semuanya juga sih, tapi udah mulai kebaca kok mana yang teman sebenarnya, yang gak akan lupa sama saya.
saya kangen bibik dan om sugi, saya kangen mobil saya, saya juga kangen sour sally. gk tau kenapa saya lagi moody dan lagi sedih. saya takut kalo pengalaman SMA saya bakal abal gt, tp saya sih yakin suatu saat saya jg akan senang di SMA ini, walaupun memang beda sama di indo.
well, saya mohon, anda semua mendoakan saya, karena saya mau senang, tapi susah, tapi saya akan coba terus lah. pokoknya please doakan saya :)

PS: sumpah ini kesannya kea gua nulis pake translator inggris-indo gt, baku abis wkwkwkw jelekkkk hahahhahaa, gpp deh gua iseng dan gua kangen pelajaran bahasa indo, kangen bu susi abissssss gilaaaaa, ini biasanya gua nulis rada gini cm dipelajaran bahasa indonesia aja nih, pelajaran dimana nilai gua tinggi, tapi dalam UAN rada sialan gt hahaha.

YOU COMPLICATE ME, YOU AGGRAVATE ME

2009-11-09T20:39:00.003+07:00

–Emotion, Breathe Electric

LISTEN WOOYEAH

2009-11-09T20:39:00.001+07:00

dreams only last for a night

2009-11-09T20:37:00.001+07:00

alex gaskarth never fails to make me fall for him. so does the amazing guitar by zack merrick :)

emotions

2009-11-09T20:32:00.000+07:00

go on and play it off like i knew you would
you know you've got me like its bad,
would you know if you were wrong oh no
it's like a chain reaction
the way you put your hands up when you're in the action,
they'll always know,
shake down baby
everybody's crazy
shake down breakdown

AUSHSADNWN EYESSSS :)

2009-11-08T18:48:00.005+07:00

okay i like these kind of eyes, it's pretty and mysterious at the same time, it's blue-gray-ish whatever. it's........undescribable :)

WELL YOU'RE A HOT MESS, AND I'M FALLING FOR YOU, AND I'M LIKE HOT DAMN LET ME MAKE YOU MY BOO

2009-11-08T10:13:00.001+07:00

2009-11-07T09:34:00.001+07:00

the monkey on your back is the latest trends.

www.thecobrasnake.com

i miss indonesia

2009-11-07T07:47:00.002+07:00

great guitar, listen to it, if you cant speak bahasa indonesia, it wont be a problem, because music speaks universal language, i think you should just listen to this, it's very beautiful :)

P.S. its a love song hahaha -_-

HAHAHAHAHAH

2009-11-06T18:15:00.001+07:00

i know, love (i'm a sucker for that feeling), happens all the time, love. you're on my mind, love, that happens all the time, love

2009-11-06T09:17:00.003+07:00

i'm not in love, i just think that it's a beautiful feeling

ANGIE

2009-11-06T09:00:00.003+07:00

i miss you, Steffaney Angelica Johanna Wetik. and i miss saying "DaagDaag" with you : (

i miss this :)

2009-11-05T13:48:00.002+07:00

http://anasthasyao.deviantart.com/

2009-11-05T13:48:00.001+07:00

2009-11-05T13:20:00.003+07:00

i miss you and taking pictures of you, just like this one. u're my most fav model ever. you're my partner-in-crime, you know me best. you're my sister from another mother, which literally means my another mother, your mother is my second mother, and your sister is also my sister. you took care of me most of the time. i just miss you that much. i know you'll be moving further away, further than singapore, even. we wont be in our houses, none of us is gonna be in anggurbarat anymore. one thing i beg of you, please dont ever change, be my sister forever :'(

THE MOST AWEIHUAWHS THING EVERRRR :D

2009-11-05T09:27:00.000+07:00

i dont usually do 'cute' but this is....... aiwuehfauwehuisdhaiwehasihwiueokpabvnkd AAAAAAA :D

my favorite indonesian song :)

2009-11-03T19:52:00.001+07:00

2009-11-03T19:35:00.001+07:00

is so random, like halvo HAAA :P